There isn’t much I’m afraid off.
I don’t like spiders but they don’t really bother me that much. I don’t like being on my own but I’m not really afraid of it.
The one thing I suppose I am afraid off is the unknown. Its not knowing what is happening. Or not knowing what the future holds.
I often think what sort of future the boys will have? Will we have World war 3? Will the boy see mass destruction and carnage?
I like to plan my days out and know what I am doing. If I don’t know what it is I’m doing I tend to feel lost and confused. The boys will hopefully live in a world where they are happy. Hopefully they will be successful in whatever it is they have chosen to do. I hope they can raise their families in a safe environment. Be happy and love life.
But I just can’t help but think have I brought them up to live in a world of darkness?